Sunday, October 10, 2010

patience

I'm on standby. Waiting for something to come through so I can go on with my life.

It's ironic, it's really not very important at the moment, but I have this sense of fear that if it doesn't come through I'll start to blame myself and get impatient not because of the effect it has on my life, but because of the effect I suspect it might possibly be having on other people's lives.

Seriously?! See... this is why we write things down. That is just a ridiculous paragraph up there. I'd best just keep waiting patiently.

2 comments:

Manda said...

You are not alone in the "pacing" through patience!!!

gospelwriter said...

I so understand what you're saying, feeling (in my own way). All my life I've had trust issues - about other people, I always thought. Recently I was asked whether I trust myself, so this week I am reminding myself time and again to trust that some part of me knows, and I don't have to consciously or intellectually know the whys and wherefores. The question for me really is: Do I trust myself enough to know that I am exactly where I need to be at this moment?

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